I'm sorta glad no one keeps up blogspot anymore. I mostly do this for myself I guess.
At this point in time. I am... very conflicted. VERY conflicted. I thought I set myself free but there is so much still haunting me.
If only you would listen. If only you would listen. If you don't. I might just disappear. And there'd be so much more than you I'd be giving up. And it breaks my heart.