In Response/Update

to my last post....
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
Fuck.
Here's to two weeks of soul-sucking, bone-crushing work. Sleepless nights and the end of the semester.
You will not find someone happier on 5/18.

TO DO/DUE:
wmst 332- 3 to 5 page paper 5/8
" " - journal discussing all the readings throughout the semester 5/14
" " - exam 5/14
wmst 337- term paper (7-8 pages) 5/11
" " - exam 5/18
" " - event reviews 5/8
amst 201- exam & 3 page paper 5/15
" " - read One Who Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest
clst 307 - project portfolio & presentation 5/14
anth 382- ethnographic film project 5/12
" " - media production journal discussing the entire course since jan. 5/12

You better believe I haven't started any of this. fml.
Plus an internship journal.

In other news...
I got hit by a car on my bike while going to class.
He just kinda waved at me perched inside his big ass SUV
I sped off shaking.
My knee kinda hurts. My fuji is fine.

Leah (my step mom)told Brian and Rachel at her birthday party (which was held at the Velvet Lounge in DC where former members of Black Market Baby played) that she could not love me more if I "came out of her own cunt!"
I stopped her from attempting to purchase drugs and got her friends phone numbers so she would not drive home drunk.
She turned 42!

Me, Rachel, Brian. Leah (left) and Susan (right). Apparently she made the documentary Punk's Not Dead.

Also, the first Beast Infection show ruled.


http://www.myspace.com/beastinfectionmd

if you love somebody: better set them on fire (aka: tonight)

I spoke to my sister today. she really wants to meet my dad. she keeps running away from home b/c she doesn't want to be sent to an institute to be diagnosed. thusly she has not kept up with her medications. she is bulimic, borderline schizophrenic, bi-polar, and doing drugs. she just got kicked out of school with second degree assault charges for beating up her boyfriend.

my father came home with ledo's pizza and a big bottle of Jose cuervo.

i tried interviewing Leah for my project but her dad talked her out of it.

today was a complete failure.

i left after my dad went out with super chuck.

tony is planting cherry trees and peach trees.

she really wants to meet my dad, she talks like a child, not a 16 yr old.

i told him that he cannot promise her anything that could not follow through on.

but he will anyway, just to make the situation easier for him to get through.

today Leah told me drugs ruin your life

today my father told me drugs ruin your life

hard drugs take years away from your life, take family away

take everything away

i thought i wasn't feeling anything, that it was just washing over me

and didn't mean anything to me

but it hurts

there is so much pressure on me

so much i wish i could record